childish am i?
Subhanallah. For all the birthday wishes n prayers, gifts, flowers, hugs n LOVES.i treasure them all, as much as i treasure these frenship n sisterhood =)
hmm…counting d age by number, i am more synonym wif an advice/tease: "Be more matured" dat make me wanna shout -> Childish am i ???
i wont deny dat i still fancy eating choc, ice cream n lolli, enjoy playing rollerblade [despite many times i fall], reading harry potter n imagining d quiddicth world cup is held at d back of my house when acctually it is just an enarmous cricket stadium…plus a lengthy list of childish acts. Childish am i?
Memetik kata2 Syed Qutub dlm Muqadimah Fizilal Quran [translate: Di Bawah Bayangan Quran];
"Aku melihat minat dan cita2 penduduk dunia ini amat kecil dan kerdil. Aku melihat pemuja2 jahiliyyah itu berbangga2 dgn ilmu pengetahuan yg ada pd mereka, iaitu ilmu pengetahuan kanak2, kefahaman dan pemikiran kanak2, minat dan cita2 kanak2…
Aku telah hidup di bawah bayangan al Quran, dan di sana aku dpt melihat alam ini jauh lebih besar dr saiznya yg dpt dilihat itu. Ia merangkumi dunia dan akhirat, kedua2nya sekali, bukannya dunia ini sahaja. Dan kewujudan manusia adalah bersinambung di lorong2 zaman yg amat jauh itu. Maut bukannya penghabisan perjalanan hidup manusia, malah ia merupakan suatu peringkat perjalanan di tengah jalan…"
based on these paragraphs above, may i ask some childish questions :
Childish am i when i dont wanna pray alone coz i heard dat congregation prayer (solat jemaah) is much more pleased by Allah?
Childish am i when i take degree in pharmacy but i also wanna attend weekly usrah, to gain beneficial input for my deen?
Childish am i when i look forward for d Winter Gathering 2007 [though i have been there during my first year n second year winter holiday] coz i read dat Allah has said : " I am as my servant thinks I am. I am with him when he makes mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me to himself, I make mention of him to Myself. And if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assemble better than it. And if he draws near to Me an arm’s lenght, I draw near to him a fathom’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed."
Childish am i when i call for good deeds n ask no reward from you, except hoping to set myself n all of you free from d torment of hell fire?
Childish am i when i feel sad for d palestinians, and trying hard not to spend even a penny in jews-company-products [Boikot israel campaign], while teens are busy watching korean drama, wif tears falling down their eyes for obviously unreal tragedy…sob3.
wanna ask a few more…but i better stop, wif a famous teka-teki by Imam Al Ghazali :
What is d closest thing to us in dis world???
Wallahu’alam,
Afifah,
Al Munawwarah.
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